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переход на зимний режим проходит спокойно.
ничего кроме учебы.
..и слегка нарастающее чувство протеста.
похоже взрыв будет с первым снегом.

koldunn made the short movie from an 8mm film material by our father.
i cannot believe it's me and at the same time i look so much the same.
thanks, brother =)
 

 
you can hardly know what happens to a person
even your closest ones
what decisions they make in what circumstances
all these social systems create the illusion of sharing with all you have
being all friends that care
however
so many secrets are kept from you
you cannot imagine
and you will never know
 

 

i'm so easily irritated lately.
after watching "synecdoche, new york" i resist to make "a painful to watch" work. 
i guess, i've never done anything like that,
but recently had a strong urge to express а current disgust of human being as a species.
probably, the feeling was caused by my own long-lasting sickness and physical limitations.
anyway, the movie was a 2 hour suffering to watch plus two days recovery following.
i still love most of people. and it is nice to realize.

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